The shrink said my bar poems, like my life,
were “foreclosed into negative identity
with a counter-public sphere.” Off-guard,
I mumbled that my lines were countersunk
into sanctified Blues. What other rejoinder
could I have offered the cool lexicon of her eyes,
her puzzled brows raised, as if she’d found
herself in a vacant room. She reached
for her prescription pad, scrawled syllables
on the eye-shadow blue of tamper-proof paper,
some word that rang like the extinct language
of a phone number found after closing time.
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